Well...today is the 29th of February...it is also the 3rd day of my 1st mid semester exam...when i woke up early in the morning...i felt something not right with me...my body is heavy...i cant walk much too...so i'm forcing myself to get change and prepare to go to school...after everything is set...i went in the car and i suddenly feel so cold...its like i'm in a freezer or something...i was shivering...my hands are numb...i cant feel anything...there's something wrong with me...i wonder what it is???
I put on my blazer to keep myself warm but it didnt help at all...its getting colder n colder...i didnt tell my mom tat i have this condition...i dont wan her to worry about me as she is a busy housewife...when i arrived school...my mom noticed me shivering...she asked me 'what's going on? why are u shivering like tat?' i juz said tat i'm alright...i try not to let her know tat i'm in this condition but she put her hands on my forehead without me noticing...i'm having a fever thats why i'm so cold and shivering so badly...she called me not to go to school but my 1st mid semester exam is not over yet...i have to attend the exam or i'll get an 'egg' for my test today...
I got no choice but to listen to her coz i dun wan her to worry bout me so much...she quickly drove me back home and gave me some pannadol and get some rest...i slept for almost 2 hours...she brought me to the clinic once i woke up...the doctor said that its not a serious matter...its juz that i was under the rain yesterday and today i caught a cold...
I went back home after seeing the doctor and get some more rest...but i cant sleep...my mind is full of thoughts that are bothering me...the biggest case is my exam...i cant do anything bout it but i'm still worried bout my overall results...like i said...an 'egg' for todays paper...and i lost 150 marks for tat 'egg'...it is also the 1st time i missed my exam paper...and also my 1st time i get an 'egg' for my paper too...
I hope i could be stronger...like my prefect senior, Shu Sim said...'be strong...if u r not strong enough...how r u gonna protect ur love one?'...life is tough...being a prabationary prefect...makes me feel weak after the prefects camp...i wanna be strong...i dun wanna fall into any sickness n missed my exam again...
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