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2008-09-21T18:42:00.000+08:00

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Worst of The Worst

2008-09-08T21:58:00.003+08:00

Worst of The Worst

today is the worst day that I had in my life

I'm very stressed up, pressure, confused and suffering.

crying for the whole day since last night

my life is just a mess

I've fallen down

but I cant get back up.

and I cant make my next move or how and where should I start back

day by day

I'm getting tired of the things that I usually do everyday.

everyday I had the same problem that cannot be solve

or in another words

to heal my wound in my heart.

for 15 months i've been trying to get you

for more than 17 months I've been with you together and doing the same thing everyday.

now

I think its time to let it go

let go and give you back your freedom

and to let you have a happy life

but I cant

This is the main problem that I'm having

I cant waste my 2 years plus being with you

have I regreted being with you from the start?

Happy Birthday To Me!!

2008-08-25T20:35:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday To Me!!! ^^

25th August, Monday, is my birthday, and also our 1st day of school coming back from our holidays..

hmm..nothing much on that day..

morning when i reach school, almost fell down the stairs (>.<) *SHYT!!! SO FAS WRECK!!!*

went down for morning assembly..

after morning assembly had our usual prefects meeting..

eevon ask who wanna sew the Msia flag and she say she will count to 3..

so, here she goes..1....2....3!!!

and everyone start singing birthday song for me..

eevon scam me..LOL..

back to class..all 45 mins late for chemistry class..(sry miss saw..>.<)

everyone were in groups when we got into the class

david took my place when i almost went back to my seat..= ="

so i just sit behind him, which is yukee's place, who had joined other group, so his place is empty and i join david's group..=]

then jasmine, which was beside my group, called (in a way, whisper) to me..

i turned to her and she said "Happy Birthday" in lip speaking..thx ling..^^

after that school day just went on as usual..

peng and leng gave me present as well..=]

private stuff which i shouldn't leak it out here..so i cant tell much bout it..=p

went for tuition after school..

David and me were "mengantuk-ing" in class..tired..XD

went back home had a shower and clean myself up..

my sis called me to go down and blow cake..

mom bought me present and cake..

~choco banana cake~

that all for today~

P.S. : yesterday was jasmine's birthday. i'm younger than her by 1 day..LOL..

Happy Birthday To My Beloved Jasmine..^^

2008-08-24T22:01:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday To My Beloved Jasmine!!! ^^

although we din hang out on ur birthday..but we watch the closing ceremony of the olympic..jackie chan, jay chou, wang lee hom, andy lau were ther to sing for u..

Happy Birthday once again..^^

Bringing Back My Plan

2008-08-20T20:24:00.004+08:00

remember i said that i will bake cookies and i keep postpone it till after exam?

well here i am, talking bout my baking cookies experience.

it's not really hard actually.

the only hard part is where you need to mix all the ingredient together because is very very thick (without water).

i cant really explain the whole process here, its hard to explain. (pai seh O.o)

btw, here are the cookies.

TA DA!!!

~oat meal cookies with either raisin or choc chips topping~

Badminton Single Men Final

2008-08-17T22:51:00.008+08:00

it was a great game..

both teams were very powerful..

Malaysia vs. China..

both were world champion badminton players as well..

from China, Lin Dan, was the number 1 world champion badminter player..

on the other hand, from Malaysia, Lee Chong Wei, was the number 2 world champion badminton player..

first blood was pawned by Lin Dan..amazingly..

on the 1st match..Lin Dan keep winning double of Choo Fei's score..which was hard for Chong Wei to catch up..

1st roundthe score was 21-12..

on the 2nd match..Lin Dan scores in a split second..

Chong Wei is getting tired and was tough for him to beat Lin Dan's unbelieveable speed..

2nd round the score was 21-8..

China won the match by 2-0..

he was so happy and excited till he throw his racket and even his shoes to the supporters..

congratz to both Lin Dan and Lee Chong Wei for being through this unpleasent competition..

its ok Chong Wei..

no mtter what..

we will always support you behind your back..

jia you for next time owh~

Cheers~ ^^

Unsatisfaction..

2008-08-16T13:31:00.000+08:00

Unsatisfied...

Finally!!!

2008-08-16T13:00:00.001+08:00

2nd Mid Semester Exam Is Finally Over!!!

can relax for 11 days now..btw..good luck to the form 5s for sitting their setara after the holidays..

well..cant post much today..gonna go "yam cha" at sg. long 's station 1 wif my cousins to celebrate my cousin's farewell party..she's going back to Canada soon..miss ya pooi yee jie..sob..T.T

got to go now

ciaoz~~

best wishes..

Lets Count Down

2008-08-15T10:18:00.000+08:00

1 More Day Left Till 2nd Mid Semester Over!!!

Lets Count Down

2008-08-14T12:02:00.000+08:00

2 More Days Till 2nd Mid Semester Exam Over!!!

For Those Who They Think That They Are Lost In Certain Subject, Pls Read The Sign Below.

Gambateh~

Exam Is Just Tomorrow!!!

2008-08-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

exam will start tomorrow.

won't be blogging for 2 weeks unless I have free time on the weekends.

haven even started my revision except doing some maths past year papers.

it's weird that, I don't have the feeling that I'm worried about my exams or sitting my exam tomorrow.

I hope a can start some revision tonight although its too late to study right now, but at least had some idea of it.

this first week of exam is also 1 of the week which I don't like the most.

me and evon had to in charge of 2 assemblies this week and another assembly, which is on the 27th August.

6th August - tiny Merdeka celebration

7th August - Datin's Birthday

27th August - Merdeka celebration

I hope I can cope with my exam as well.

Good Luck Everyone~~

Study Hard~~ =]

Commencement, Walk For Life, and Volleyball

2008-07-31T11:11:00.000+08:00

Commencement

-Friday-25/7

had preparation for commencement for the whole school day, from 8.00a.m. to 1.00p.m..

JJ (Jeong Jun) spiked up my hair in the prefects room before commencement starts.

never had this hair style before. O_O

Me and Ju Ann was on duty at the backstage, which I don't really like it.

cant see much or had a good view at the backstage.

a little busy at the back as well cause need to arrange and prepare everything before the next

performance starts.

during dinner time, before the prize giving and the performance starts, i manage to spend some time with my friends at their table and of cause taken some photo with them before my actual duty starts.

me n jasmine (mah ling^^) dis is the best picture wif her =D

i've never seen her dressed up sooooooooo beautiful before. XD

Walk For Life

-Sunday-27/7

got up really early.

didn't had breakfast but had a glass of milk before i left.

reached school and waiting for friends to come

bus letting out too much of carbon monoxide

pity david need to sit at the guard house for the whole morning to take attendance and the bus's butt is facing the guard house. hope he wont get lung cancer. O_O

reached titiwangsa

~Eye on Malaysia~

we gathered at our blue ribbon booth, put down our bags and start to walk. not run cause its a "WALK FOR LIFE CAMPAIGN"

some people with tags on their shirt like "Leng Zai" or "i am running for myself coz my smg n tm ask me to slim down", something like that

we also met datin there as well, but cant remember wad she tagged on her shirt.

we had games there as well, like hitting the target and the person will fall into the tangki

Muhaimin, William, Tjaikedd, Yukee and Chris Bush (CEO of Tesco) participated in the game and all of them were soaked wet.

~Muhaimin~ haha..having fun? =]

we took a picture before we left the place (from left : wen wu, me, jasmine, huay jien, ee leng, lynus and yukee)

~me n jasmine~ nice view =]

Volleyball

-Tuesday-29/7

after english class, which is our last period of the day, me, jasmine, cat, shuk kuan, estee n wen wu went for volleyball.

my 1st time playing volleyball..XD

everyone crossed over the net when they train to surf the ball, except me.

i'm the only one who cant get pass the net. sad. T_T

but we had lots of fun with teacher, pheona, and shuk yin and other friends that i mentioned just now, although my both arms went red and felt burning in the inside, and bruise on my right thumb and playing under the hot sun.

straight went for tuition after volleyball

half asleep (mengantuk) during class and it was really obvious

the bad thing was david was sitting right beside me

SH#T! so embarrassing.

had to end my words here =]

will update more next time

time for me to fly. byez~~

Did You Know?

2008-07-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

Did you know that if you burp almost at the end or after your meal, it shows that GOD had given you a sign saying that you had eaten enough?

More Did You Know Fact coming soon. =]

The Longest Burp Ever O_O

How bout MEGA FART~~

Sick :(

2008-07-28T21:54:00.000+08:00

Just had fever after coming back from school. Maybe is because that I didn't had enough sleep for the past few days, I only slept for about 3 hours to 6 hours. Dad went outstation and went for a company trip to some pulau thing (which I can't remember what's the name of the island), so, I had to take care of the house and wait for my maid to finish her house work only I can sleep. I watched TV while I was waiting for her to finish it. I even fell asleep on the sofa while i was waiting and she woke me up, it was so embarrass. :(

Well, had to get more rest to recharge my health. Hope that I won't get sick on exam day like before. :(

Will post about Walk For Life Campaign next time. Suppose to post it today.

Photos for Prize Giving, Big Splash and Commencement

2008-07-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, if u guys want prize giving photos, big splash photos or commencement photos, please pass me your pendrive. I'll send it to you. I haven't got the pictures yet but will get it soon.

Have a nice day. =]

Class Photo and Prefects Photo

2008-07-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

Class photo is finally out..XD

We've been waiting for a week..although its only 1 week of waiting because all of us cant wait to have it..anyway..here are the class photos of my class..Form 4 Science 1..

~Formal~

~free post~

ohya..not only my class photo..but also the prefects' board..we had a group photo as well..can u spot me? O_O?

~Prefects' United~

This are all the photos..u guys rocks man..luv u all so much XD

Happy Birthday!!! (YOU POST IT LATE MR. CHUNG ZHI WEI!!!!!)

2008-07-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday was Wen Wu's birthday, but we celebrate his birthday on Sunday at Jusco Cheras Selatan. We reach there at 11.30 and I was the second earliest to reach there. Voon Fei was first. We waited for half and hour for the birthday boy and the rest to come.

We booked 14 tickets for a movie. We watched Hell Boy 2 tat day. We had our lunch first before going into Green Box for Kara-ok and we sing for hours. While we were singing, we brought the cake in in a sudden. Cake made me again. XD

~Black Forest Sponge Cake by me ^^~

Everyone LOVED my cake and they can't believe that I can bake a cake. Even Penny ask why do guys baked these days? David was jealous because he can't even break an egg! XD

And of cause, my love one LOOOOOOOOVVVVVVEEEEE it SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH till there's no limit. XD Love you too and you're welcome. ^^

But pity cake it became like "shyt" after eating it because there's no plate in Green Box and I cant divide to cake to each and everyone, so everyone just use their fork and just grab it from my cake and eat it, what the hell? My heart was pierced with a spear. *Ouch!*

After that, we went for the show called Hell Boy 2. It's quite interesting as most of the part were non-stop action. "Let me get my big Babe". I love this what he said. If you guys watched Hell Boy 2 you will know what I'm talking about. =]

After the show we went back to Green box to continue singing, but some of them went back already and cant join us for the last 1 hour in Green Box. We had fun and had a great time there. We enjoy ourself trying to sing like a professional singer there. And last but not least, Happy Birthday Wen Wu~~~ =]

Sadness and Sorrow...

2008-07-15T14:16:00.000+08:00

It's the first day of the week. It's also a lazy day.

But for me, it's the saddest and most sorrow day ever.

What I want actually?

I can't decide what I want.

Is this really me?

Or is it that I'm too stressed up? Too pressure?

What is going on actually?

I can't help myself tearing for almost the whole evening and night.

There's are a lot of friends around me, but only a few who are really caring.

But it's useless. No matter what I'm still emotional.

Maybe I just need time, or maybe is not me who is the one who needs time.

I can't help over small arguement.

It just getting bigger and bigger when I come across it every time.

Is this really me? Why am I repeating myself?

I'm really confuse now.

I shall stop here and calm myself down.

Will write more about what happen previously before all these had started.

History Alive Presentation Over!!!

2008-07-12T16:03:00.000+08:00

Finally our History Alive Presentation is over. Everyone feel so relaxed after going through all the busy days. Our title for History Alive is "The Role Of Women During World War II". At first my whole class did it together, but Pn. Aimi doesn't like it. So, we seperate into 2 groups and each group did 1 part. But Pn. Nor Suzila worried that Pn. Aimi doesn't like it. So finally we only had 4 groups.

On the day we present, all the other student other than From 4 Science 1 were nervous and scared because they did everything last minute. I was a little nervous as well on that day so I cant remember my points when it's my turn to speak. But overall our class presentation were quite OK, not like other groups who were disappointing. XD

One Day Before History Alive Presentation

2008-07-11T07:09:00.000+08:00

At school now, sitting in library and doing final preparation for History Alive. "The form 1s and form 2s were very disappointing, only 3 groups from form 1 manage to get an A for the presentation", said Dr. Rizal, posting the results in Cempaka blog.

We spent more than 4 hours sitting in library doing research. But most of us just slacking, loitering, day dreaming, listening to songs and chatting in MSN. Tomorrow we are presenting already and there were still students taking it easy or "tidak apa". Except for some of the student who were hard working were doing their presentation for the whole day. Some people were stressed up as well, hope he doesn't get nose bleed again, you should know who am I talking about. XD

Anyway, there's nothing much to talk bout today. Mostly just about History Alive preparation.

Baking Postpone 2

2008-07-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

Gonna postpone my cookies baking again. Baking another cake for some one's birthday. If you wanna know who is it, please wait for me to post my blog after this coming Sunday. And if you think I'm talking about you, Happy Early Birthday~~ ^^

Baking postpone

2008-07-06T15:00:00.000+08:00

I'll be baking cookies next Sunday. I'm busy with the stupid history alive project. Need to make clothes. = ="

Baking Cake For Fun~

2008-07-04T19:58:00.000+08:00

Last sunday i baked brownies. I got the recipe from Jasmine. I had some interest on baking it so I gave it a try.

Ingredient : 3/4 cup cocoa powder, 3/4 cup shortening, 2 cup sugar, 4 large eggs, 1 teaspoon vanilla essence, 1 1/4 cups flour, 1 teaspoon baking powder, 1 teaspoon salt, 1 cup chopped walnut or chopped pecan.

~Cocoa Powder~

~Flour~

~Sugar~

~Chopped Walnut or Pecan~

~Shortening~

~Large Eggs~

~Baking Powder~

~Vanilla Essence~

Firstly, heat up the oven to 200 degree celsius and sieve the cocoa powder, then sieve the flour with baking powder. After that chop the walnut or pecan into smaller pieces. After preparing all the things that is needed, start to boil the shortening with low heat till it melts.

~shortening~

When it's completely melted, pour in the cocoa powder and mixed it.

After that mix in sugar and vanilla essence, then mix in the eggs 1 at a time.

Mix everything up with a mixer.

While mixing it, stir in the flour and the chopped walnut or pecan.

Mix everything up nicely and evenly.

After all the mixing is done, pour it into a tray.

Place it in the oven and timed 30 minutes.

When the cake is done, take it out from the oven and remove from tray and let it cool.

Cut it into smaller pieces and it is ready to be served.

Gonna bake cookies this coming Sunday. =]

International Understanding Day

2008-07-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday is International Understanding Day. The day before the event, we help to prepare everything for about 12 hours, from 11.30 am to 11.30 night. On Saturday before the event starts, we reached school at 7 am to double check whether everything is prepared. I was proud to be a VIP usherer but I was blur at first, so my part didn't went smoothly. But it was OK after that. Half way through the performance, Mr. Oo, Interact Club teacher in charged, called me to go to his house with some school keepers to get the Indonesia traditional food. On the balcony of his house is a beautiful view of our school.

~Sekolah Sri Cempaka~

In the centre is rice shaped like a cone, around the rice there is curry chicken, boiled eggs and many other Malay food. When I and the school keeper held up the dish and walk towards the lift, I was so scared that the rice would fall because it's like a bouncy jelly.

~Indonesia Traditional Food~

After getting back to school, I went for a walk outside the corridor of the hall to check everything is fine outside. Suddenly, when i almost reached the edge of the wall, Yoxin ran into me and I lean against the wall to prevent from banging each other. But unfortunately, my right palm slide on the wall and had a big and deep scratch on it. I quickly get back in the hall and ask for a pluster from any of my friends, but none of them had it. So I quickly ran to sickbay to get one. But the nurse wasn't there because it's a weekend, but luckily one of the teachers is there, Pn. Zainab.

She helped me wrap my wound with a pluster and i got back to the hall after thanking her for helping me. When i got back to the hall, the performances has ended. I missed the performances. The event ends before 1pm and all of the interact club members were exhausted.

But we did really enjoy at event and it is said that this year's International Understanding Day is the best among the previous years. We took a group photo and we got back happily, but I'm a bit emotional because of my injuries and missed the best part of the event.

New Can Drinks

2008-06-29T08:18:00.000+08:00

Introducing, the latest can drink that have released. "Whatever?"!!!!!

~Whatever?~

Taste : Similar to peach Juice.

Contain : ice lemon tea, apple tea, jasmine green tea, peach tea and other 2 ingredient which I forgot.

Comments : tasty, refreshing, non-carbohydrate, suitable for all ages.

First Time Ever Cook A Full Dinner For My Family

2008-06-29T08:08:00.000+08:00

Last night i cook a full dinner for my whole family, and it is the first time i cooked a full meal, cause i usually cook side dishes. Lets see what do we have in the menu.

I cooked fried curry stingray, steam cabbage, pohpia, and meat ball soup. The first dish I cook is obviously rice. After that I started to fry the curry stingray. Before cooking it, I soak the stingray with curry sauce and leave it in the fridge for one night. Put a little bit of oil on the frying pan. Not too much or it will be very oily, a little bit will do. Heat up the frying pan till the oil starts to boil. place the stingray into the frying pan and cover it as the oil will splash all over the place.

~me cooking golden curry stingray XD~

Turn the stingray to make sure that it doesn't get burnt. Remove the stingray when it turns golden brown (try not to break the stingray).

~tata!! but a bit burnt~

After that I cooked steam cabbage. Rinse the frying pan with water and pour some water in it till it is 3/4 full. Wait till the water boils and put the cabbage in. The cabbage will be cooked when it becomes soft. Place the cabbage in a plate and pour some oyster sauce on it. Next pour a little bit of oil on the frying pan again and fry some tiny, chopped, sliced garlic. Once it turns a little brown, pour it on the cabbage and there you go.

~Steam Cabbage~

Next I cooked meat ball soup. After cooking the cabbage, pour some oil in it and cooked some garlic, same as the cabbage. When the garlic turns brown, pour water in the frying pan till it's almost full. Put in some spices (I don't really know what type it is) and salt. Wait for it to boil then put in the meat balls. Taste the soup whether is it the right taste, add any other spices to satisfy your taste. Before serving, put in some vegetable and everything is ready to be served.

~meat ball soup XD~

Ohya. By the way, I made pohpiah as well. =]

~Pohpiah~

And now everything is served.

~a wonderful dinner~

This is my best cooking ever. Gonna bake a cake this coming Sunday.

An Unhappy Day

2008-06-23T22:33:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna say much about it in here. I just write it to express my feelings and make myself cooled down. Basically, I just feel myself a loser. The reason I say this is because that i found out i can't really cheer people up. I can't even cheer my love one up when she is unhappy as well. I have to say that I'm quite a useless person to my love one. It really hurts me in the inside, but i can't help it.

This is all I can say, can't say it too detail as well. Cheers~

Father's Day Celebration

2008-06-14T17:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night, me and all my relatives celebrated Father's Day at my grandparents' house. The house is quite pack because the house is not very big and there were 10 families there. We had our dinner at first, every family cooked different types of dishes and my mom cooked vegetarian curry, steam buns and ribena. There were spaghetti, fried bee hoon, fried rice, 'ho kean mee', 'dao fu fa' as well.

For deserts, my sister made Popsicles (in a way is like ice cream) with tamato flavour. Everyone loves it especially my cousins. It all finished in just a spit seconds.

~Popsicles~

After our meal, all cousins went up stairs and planned to make something for all our fathers, and also our grandfather (must not be forgotten).

~Planning~

We decided to make greeting cards for every father and we tie the cards in a vertical design. We spent one and a half hours to complete it.

The cakes were finally out. There were 2 cakes, 1 is chilled strawberry cake made by my cousin, Kar Ling, and the other cake is a chocolate banana cake bought from King's Cake Shop.

~Strawberry Cake by Kar Ling~

~Chocolate Banana Cake~

We light up the candles and started to sing Happy Father's Day song (in a way is Happy Birthday Song but we change it to Father's Day). As the others were singing, edward, who is tall enough (i'm not as tall as him and he is younger than me, how embarrassing), places our card that we made just now on the ceiling.

~All fathers enjoying themselves, edward placing the cards behind the picture~

When they turned around and saw the cards, they were happy and curious to see what's on the card. The card is around 2 metres long and we translated what we wrote on the cards in chinese as well.

~The Father's Day Card~

~Choo Ming's father could not see small words, but the words on the card is quite BIG.~

Every card describes what all our fathers have similar characteristic.

~Happy Father's Day~

~You Are The HEAD of The Family~

~You Are The MAN POWER~

~You Are Our HERO~

~Without You, There Is No Father's Day~

~You Are My Walking ATM~

~You Are The Rock~

~You Are My Personal Bodyguard~

~You Are The Farting Machine~

~Give Us More Pocket $$$ (Money). I Love You Father~

We laughed a lot and everybody were enjoying themselves. We did the same thing to Mother's Day but i cant make it that day cause' i went for Silver Expedition. Well, that is all for celebrating Father's Day. Hope to write more on celebrations.

Most Disappointing Exam Results Ever...

2008-06-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

BM : 55

ENG : 68

MATHS : 74

ADD MATHS : 71

CHEMISTRY : 33

PHYSICS : 55

BIOLOGY : 33

SEJARAH : 29

ACCOUNTS : 21

EST : 66

MORAL : 30

What do you think? Awful right? It's the first time I got this kind of marks. I never get this kind of marks before. Give some comments about it. XD

Exam over...lazy to write blog...wakakaka!!!

2008-03-08T16:58:00.000+08:00

lol...exam just over last thurs...busy playing online games...and lazy to write a blog for this coming holiday...hehe...i'll update when i'm free ya...hehe...happy holidays... =]

1st time i missed my exam...T.T

2008-02-29T23:09:00.001+08:00

Well...today is the 29th of February...it is also the 3rd day of my 1st mid semester exam...when i woke up early in the morning...i felt something not right with me...my body is heavy...i cant walk much too...so i'm forcing myself to get change and prepare to go to school...after everything is set...i went in the car and i suddenly feel so cold...its like i'm in a freezer or something...i was shivering...my hands are numb...i cant feel anything...there's something wrong with me...i wonder what it is???

I put on my blazer to keep myself warm but it didnt help at all...its getting colder n colder...i didnt tell my mom tat i have this condition...i dont wan her to worry about me as she is a busy housewife...when i arrived school...my mom noticed me shivering...she asked me 'what's going on? why are u shivering like tat?' i juz said tat i'm alright...i try not to let her know tat i'm in this condition but she put her hands on my forehead without me noticing...i'm having a fever thats why i'm so cold and shivering so badly...she called me not to go to school but my 1st mid semester exam is not over yet...i have to attend the exam or i'll get an 'egg' for my test today...

I got no choice but to listen to her coz i dun wan her to worry bout me so much...she quickly drove me back home and gave me some pannadol and get some rest...i slept for almost 2 hours...she brought me to the clinic once i woke up...the doctor said that its not a serious matter...its juz that i was under the rain yesterday and today i caught a cold...

I went back home after seeing the doctor and get some more rest...but i cant sleep...my mind is full of thoughts that are bothering me...the biggest case is my exam...i cant do anything bout it but i'm still worried bout my overall results...like i said...an 'egg' for todays paper...and i lost 150 marks for tat 'egg'...it is also the 1st time i missed my exam paper...and also my 1st time i get an 'egg' for my paper too...

I hope i could be stronger...like my prefect senior, Shu Sim said...'be strong...if u r not strong enough...how r u gonna protect ur love one?'...life is tough...being a prabationary prefect...makes me feel weak after the prefects camp...i wanna be strong...i dun wanna fall into any sickness n missed my exam again...